Everything i do is for you....

Why did i join this school and stayed for 4 years when i could have gone to other schools?

Why do i want to grow taller?

Why do i want to be fitter?

Why do i want to learn violin?

Why do i want to be more handsome?

Why do i want to be a professional pianist?

Why do i want to be in the school team?

Its is all so you could notice me... its all because of what you said... its all because of what school you went to.... but after all this time... i realize that i have just been wasting my time... and thinking one sided... i thought you would have notice all this things that i have been doing...

But just a while ago..... i finally notice... i thought you were around just because i was around... but i was wrong... its because you were around that's why I was around.... and the fact that you were around was.....

the truth is... it was because of my friend..... and it was my best friend....

all this was just too good to be true... all the while...

moral of the story is... if you truly love someone... let them go if they don't love you..... don't go through the agony of wanting them to love you back... i can tell you it will be unbearable... you won't do anything right.... you can't sleep at night just thinking of her...... you won't have any appetite to eat... you would not be able to enjoy your life....




so.. after a really really long time... I think I have finally understand and truly be able to let you go.....

My feelings are abit confuse at the moment...

what should i do?... i need someone experienced to help me... my feelings tak tentu hala now..

what are crushes? puppy love??? it goes a way after a while... right?...

i don't really know... somebody tell me...

i longed for some1 to love... yet many says that single life is the best... =S...but the fact is that our hormones are raging at this age.. so that's mainly what we think about... ( we as in teenagers)

i think i need counseling..... =/... (this is making me feel emotional... but i don't think i should be... because this is a very small problem, why should i make myself feel miserable.. right? but i can't help it...)

The biggest problem is.. i don't know how love works... how do couples exist?? do they love each other at the same time when they 1st meet ?? i guess love doesn't need to have a reason....

i'll probably find out all this when i grow older...

Slam dunk...

in the next few years.. i ll grow taller... and ill slamdunk..... here's what i would look like if i did a slam dunk.... just to give u an imagination =)


hehehehe... play too much basketball so dark di =)....

whining about a week of boredom...wth...

one week of my life is going to fly away without me doing anything... its so boring ler...

i guess i'll just have to go on watching korean dramas and movies... and listening to emo songs >.<

sad... hope can go out this wedesday with khairul, karlil, sean, joshua,and maybe zafri after handball practice....

now i m typing crap online... sheessh....

my personality... (i got bored)

I saw this personality test in sean's blog which is from hui jan's blog which is from vincent's blog.....

most of it is true... what do you guys think?

take the test here

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

~.~ never like to update the blog... so lazy...

Last saturday was ICC... it rocked so hard i can still feel it....

It was so fun... i met so many new ppl... well.. yea.. i talked to Caprice and Butch from 1 buck short... he's the lead singer... and mia palencia ... jazzy... her voice was nice.... especially when she sang lucky with her brother...

all the performance were nice yeap... the dances were so energetic...

i miss all the performers.. and interacters.... they were so fun to talk to... hahaha... made so many new friends...

yea thats all... i doubt anyone will read this blog.. but wth... i just feel like typing this out... so boring after icc is over...

bye bye for now....